Touch and Go

If you asked me what I would do with the last 24 hours of my life,
Well, firstly I wouldn't know that it was the last.

Because likely I'd be torn apart, by the fact that I'm leaving and never coming back no matter what, and... that I'm going somewhere with no way to return, and I want that.

I want to spend my last day happy. I don't want to spend it crying, because knowing me, that's what I would do.

I wouldn't get anything done. How would one spend his/her last day? Should I be doing good to everyone, or pleasing myself, or both? Would going to an Italian restaurant or Japanese restaurant be better for my last meal on earth? Should I sleep, or not even bother sleeping? Should I have pancakes or waffles as a last breakfast? Should I lose my virginity before I go, or keep it? (one of the stranger questions, but given the situation I'd probably think that) Should I finish all my overdue homework and submit it, or just forget about it? Should I clear my table, so that those left behind won't have to do it for me? Should I post a farewell on this blog or leave quietly? Should I write a note? Should I tell the rest of my family? (Yes.) Should I be happy, or sad?

Have I said I love you to everyone yet? Have I forgotten anyone?

Carolyn mentioned once that there are some people that can be read easily, and some people that can't.

Obviously I'm one of the former. I'm pretty simple-minded.

i'm not there yet
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